I just wanna die. My lips are killing me. My ulcers... you don't wanna see. sigh. Even Woody frowned at the sight of it. =( It's really disgusting lar.. It's pus-ing now. lol. <<< and I still can laugh. -.-
Have been quite tired these few days. Hmmm, why is it that peopl get tired whenever they fall sick ah? Even though the medication doesn't cause drowsiness. I think it's the sian-ness that causes us to wanna sleeppppp....
Here's something I've always admitted to myself, but never to anyone.
The friendships I lost or am losing, I blame myself. I always rant about 'it takes two hands to clap' blah blah blah.
In fact, whether is it true that it's because of me or not, I blame myself. Even though I feel that I've put in a lot of effort for one particular friendship, and I can't find anything that I've done wrong, I still blame myself.
I push all the blame to: "It's just me."
Next,
I just wanna sleep for a long long time... I'm so tired. Physically I mean.
Oh! Last night's conversation was so interesting! hahaha..
I was talking to Woody before I slept. Well, I didn't exactly talk, I was humming the sound of each word. He could understand! =DDDD
I was quite amazed. But the next morning (today) he told me he was used to that. His sister and him talks like that to his mom in the morning when they just woke up. CHEY. I thought he understood my 'ying' of words, so he could figure what I was saying.
The conversation turned out to be very funny! lol. I could even scold him. "so sTupid." LOL!!!
He was singing this chinese song in a "sa ji's" voice. He didn't wanna stop. So, everytime he started singing that, I'll hum very loudly the song that goes, "shen ah, jiu jiu wo ba!"
He laughed and laughed. Stupid me, can't laugh. My lips will tear. It'll bleed. boo. =(
Another funny thing: Normally I'd rather not talk on the phone when his background is very noisy. So yesterday he was flushing the toilet bowl, I hummed, "very noisy!"
He said, "but... I wanna pee.."
"But very noisy!!!!", I hummed.
Then he said, "Huh.. but I wanna pee, can I pee?"
hahahha. so cute right, how can I say cannot...?!
I really wanted to say cannot, to enjoy more of the cuteness. But aiya, don't torture him lar.
Next,
I just came back from the toilet. My ulcer split. A whole lot of blood oozed out. My face was feeling tight from the aircon. So I sort of rubbed my face a little. Then the skin pulled my ulcer, so it split.
My ulcers on my lips never seem to get better. sigh. It gets worse each day. How, how, how?!
One of my colleague passed me a packet of herbal tea drink. So nice of her. Told me to put some lip gloss so my lips won't be that dry.. I did, and it's quite good.
I really feel like going home.... and sleepppp.
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