Why don't I get to go! Blame myself, all my guy friends go. None of my girl friend goes.. SIAN. I think my parents have been reading too much newspapers and watching too many CRIME WATCH serials.. They keep repeating the same old thing to me. How old then will I be able to be on my own?? I'm on my own already, but still, there's restrictions.
They always say, "Why she don't have to go, you must go?" Sighhhh. I mean, different girls have different interests and wants right? I'm sorry that I'm not that goody goody stay at home and read books kinda girl.. It's quite irritating when my parents get over paranoid. Results in me looking like I'm some primary school kid.
"Why wanna go Malaysia? You never heard of cases where girls get kidnapped and raped or robbed???" - Like that then I don't have to go overseas already lor. I don't even have to go Orchard Road. Why don't they just tell me, recently got man chop up girl's body and throw into different areas of SG, better don't go Orchard Road.
When I was younger, sure, you can use these kinda reasons to stop me from going places that I'm not-up-to-it. Now, one year more to hitting the '2'. I don't even know what's night life really about.
When I say that, they'll go, "Why must at night? Day activities not fun meh?" GRRR.
WILL YOU PLEASE LET ME JUST TRY?!?!?!?!
I know they care for my safety and don't want anything to happen to me. But hey, don't you think it's time I go see the world for myself? I won't smoke, cos I don't like the smell of it and the smell that stays on after you smoke. I won't take drugs cos I'm a pussy cat. I will drink, but I know when is enough. And frankly speaking, I don't really enjoy these drinks. I'll still prefer my sweetened drinks. These are too bitter for me. Sorry ar, I don't know how to appreciate. It's no use for a girl to show how much she can drink anw. The more she tries to show, the dumber she looks.
I'm a bird, trying to break free from that cage.
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I went to the camp yesterday. Stayed till about one plus I think.. Reached home at 2. Headed to sleep at 2.15am.. I wonder why do I always get really tired after I cook something (anything).
I was organising this glutinous rice ball competition, I cooked my share too. I cheated lar, I bought the ready-made ones. I just wanted to cook them so the commitees would get to eat nice ones. To pay for their hardwork. heh.. How I wish I could join them.
It's also good that I'm not there lar, I figured that my eyes would 'hurt'. Just a short while there last night, my eyes 'hurt' so terribly.
Poor Skunk, looking so tired already, it's only the second day. Poor MQ, fell sick and went home before I came.
Alright, I better go. =) I'm going to the Coca Cola factory later! Hmmm, I hope I'll learn something interesting.
why wanna be mature when you're just a kid? A kid, is what you are. don't act. it's really digusting. maybe that chapter will nurture you and you'll grow up. HOPEFULLY. because now, no one really cares abt your i'm-so-mature actions. they just swim in vomit, maybe just me.
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