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Thursday, June 01, 2006 @2:08 PM

I've already put a password on my blog. That was what I wanted to do in the past anyway. I think I've heard people say that this code is easy to break. It's okay.

At least I can block out those people who don't know how to break it, which is the majority. =D

I can say whatever I want!

Here's the irritating girl:

me: hey, do this.. i printed it from the e-mail.
* we're suppose to check every now and then whether there's e-mail for us to do.

irritating girl: no, i very busy now. i don't want to do.
*obviously, she's playing neopets or whatever rubbish. i'm the next person besides herself who will know whether she's done with her day work.

me: okay, i'll put this on miss goh's desk and leave a note saying you're too busy and you don't wanna do.

irritating girl: aiyah! i very busy now lar! i don't want to do.

me: ok, then i'll leave it here. (i hung the paper on the cubicle divider)

~~~ A few mintues later ~~~

irritating girl: -pulls the paper from the divider real hard- what is this?! hard anot? hard one i don't want to do.

me: no, it's just tanker endorsement.

(That email is just to ask us to UPDATE some stuff into the crew certificate details. That's all.)
This is not the point, the point is, what did she mean by 'hard one i don't want to do'? I already gave her the easiest thing to do lar.

Next point is, did I write anything on my face saying, 'Hey! I love to do tough jobs!' Who in the world likes to do difficult ones?
Argh. Pisses me off EVERYDAY.

She acts Miss Nice in front of the boss, behind her, she complains about her. Nod and nod at EVERYTHING the boss says. wei she me hai you zhe zong ren de?!

~~~ Lunch Break ~~~
I borrowed $10 from her because I didn't have small change. I told her I'll return her tomorrow when my mom deposits more money in my bank.

her: your mom give you how much money? she give you one month one ar?
me: ya..
her: she give you how much money?
me: a few hundred. (obviously at this point, I don't feel comfortable in telling her the exact amount right?)
her: how much?
me: a few hundred lor.. not much.
her: 400? (she's already pissing me off)
me: around there.

Not sensitive? No brains? What?!
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The PC fair is on! hahhaa. Not that I'm very rich that I can afford anything there. I hope they will have like good bargains, so I can see if I can afford something. =DDD

It's at Suntec. I think it's at the Exhibition hall.. (info by my colleague cum friend - Tian An (TA).)

He's so nice, asked if I wanted to check out anything because he'll be there today. He's on leave. =D Thanks! Kinda bored that he's on leave.. No one to complain to, no one to talk to via e-mail. So SIAN.

He has a photo gallery. He takes pictures of flowers, buildings, insects etc. Everything but humans. -.- hahhaa. His skills aren't that bad k! =) Well, at least I couldn't do that. lol.

I'm so tired. I can't wait for friday to come. Oh! I have yet to prepare my PP! Die. hehe..

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I have something that I wanna remove. I won't say till everything is confirmed. hee! Don't ask me! Don't. lol!

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You.
- you were the one who made my heart bleed the most.
- you the one who made me shed the most tears.
- you made me fear relationships.
- you make me feel guilty whenever i neglect you when you were the one who abandoned me.
- you made me (as a little girl) give everything i once had to you.
- you were the one who caused me to like suprises.
- you are the only animal (in reply to the e-mail you sent ages ago).
- you were the one who saw me dance, 'cept my parents.
- you were the one who influenced me to eat the amount I'm eating now.
- you were the one I allowed to scold, shout and scream at me, even if the problem didn't lie with me.
- you were the one who told me I looked nice in that blue army prints sleeveless top.
- you were the one whom I cried buckets for, when you left the country. Returned with a necklace, some seashells and a t-shirt you said you bought it for youself but was too small, for me.
- you made me hate you.
- you were the one who left me with nothing, only a song.
- you were the one who made me decide to stand up, be strong, leave and never look back.
- you are the one, who left the biggest footprint in my life (for now).

Many more that I couldn't remember while writing this..

Once decided, it's a decision made.

Memories will always be memories. Good ones, I'll keep.

Thanks for once being in my life, you'll always be someone different in the eyes of mine.. =) I didn't dare promise I'll be always there for you, but you'll always be in my heart. Always.

"Because of you I learnt to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt."

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