One of the camp commitee.
Did the least work.
Furthest away from the youth, now.
Tang Yuan cooking - crap.
When I arrived, everyone's falling alseep.
I didn't know why was I there for.
Oh, maybe the only thing I did right was, say some nice words at the end of the camp - during YF. Though I sort of forced them out. I really had nothing to say, wasn't there 9/10 of the time.
To fill up that slot for glutinous rice balls.
To take up Liru's bed on the last day.
To watch Da Chang Jin.
To sleep.
To keep Derrick busy driving me here and there.
To be just another someone to add to the number of heads.
Before camp, not excited.
During camp, not excited.
After camp, not at all excited.
Because, the cycle begins, once again.
It's the B part now. C will come sooner or later.
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"Stayed because of them, leaving also for the same reason." Ironic.
"When other ppl's efforts goes unappreciated, they stop making it." Too late to amend, leave things the way it should be, by nature it should be like this.
"Very sad to say, that place isn't the place I seek help/refuge/comfort/friends/fun/a pat on the back etc. It used to be, but not anymore.."
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I'm someone who don't normally show I care. Maybe my care and concern would just look fake. Enjoy your week peeps. I really envy those who are having hols now. I want my hols too. When can I get them?!
I know how to celebrate my 21 years old birthday already. I'll go malaysia or overseas alone.
Being alone sometimes is good.
Byeee..
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