Sunday, July 09, 2006 @4:03 PM
* Have you ever felt like you have tons of problems but yet at that point of time you're thinking about it, you don't have to care about a hoot about what's going on in the world?
I did.
I went swimming alone yesterday at the country club. I went tanning (though not that tan still. hahhaa.) too. Hmmm, it's been a long time since I dipped in the pool, what more swim right.. As I was swimming, I had many flashbacks. Good ones and bad ones. Problems I can think of, heartaches, happy moments etc. At that point of time, I knew I didn't have to care what happens outside the pool. I just had to swim. That kind of relaxation, good. Really good.
I've never felt so relaxed before. Or rather, in a long while.. I knew my body needed some kind of exercise. I don't like to perspire too. Swimming is one good hobby for me. I've liked swimming since I was young. I'm always too lazy to pack my big bag and head down to the club. After the small exercise, I felt good. Refreshing. Satisfying. =D
Ate lunch at the club with my parents too. =) I like having lunch with them rather than dinner. I think I tend to sleep in the afternoons if I don't have programmes during the weekends. When they wake me up for dinner, I don't have the mood to eat.
When I want to eat, let me eat. Because I lose my appetite very easily. hahhaa.
* Now I'm home, I did my bed sheets. =D Mopped my floor, cleared my shoe rack. Threw away a couple of shoes. Bought another one just now when I went shopping alone. =) I didn't want some of the old shoes, they were either giving me blisters or they weren't comfortable. I told my mom she can have it. hahaha. Sell it or give it away. Anything. hahhaha.
* I realised yesterday that I was using 'hahahhaah' excessively on MSN. hmmm. Why? I don't know. Am I really happy or I'm just trying to curve that lips of mine? If this is the Char ppl want to see, so be it. Till I'm tired of putting up a front.
I don't need people to tell me, be the way you are etc. EQ means quite a lot in this society. Now, how do you differentiate having EQ, putting up a front and being hypocritical? These are all 3 different categories separated by a very thin line.
Let say, if this person is being irritating, but I just smile and entertain him/her. So, am I having EQ, putting up a front or I'm being hypocritical?
Humans get on my nerves sometimes.. Really.
p/s: I'm just writing my views. Not arrowing anyone in particular. =)
* I have one more week to write for my log book. =( Also, a project that I have to start REAL SOON. I hate powerpoints (because I'm not at all good at it), therefore I delay and delay and delay.....
* WC Finals tonight. 3/4 of Singapore will be awake. Sleeping during work tmr. hahha!
Alright, I have to go. Bye! =)
"What is Love?""Love is when you know I love you."
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