I'm blogging so early in the morning! =DDDD I know, lame huh. hahhaha. I'm at work but I can't get down to work because I'm just too lazy to. I just finished my breakfast, sipping on my can of Chrysanthemum Tea. =)
Last night, I recieved a message while watching a show.
I wasn't too shocked, but rather, I was concerned about the sender.
I called back a while later, found out that everything's ok and good. Good that things are this way. =) I'm happy for her.
I thought I'd say, "See, I told you. I told you I'd wait for this day. Why didn't you heed my advice but go to those who can't even decide stuff for themselves?"
I didn't, when I saw the message, I didn't.. And I'm glad I didn't. Those thoughts were thought months ago when I was still fuming in anger. =)
To you,
I'm happy to hear your cheery voice once again. The haggard and tired look you have each week I see you, makes me wonder what you were going through. I didn't bother asking, because I know, you didn't listen in the past, you wouldn't listen now too. Now you know what you should and should not do, I'm glad. I hope you really know what you have learnt, after me telling you (!!). =)
On one hand I made you promise that in the past, knowing you'd break it on the other hand. However, I told myself that even if you broke it, I was prepared. Prepared for everything that I'm gonna find out. Also, prepared to stand by you if ever, you fall. This time, you fell beautifully. =)
I won't try to act like I'm your perfect friend, go with your decision, tell you I'll be there for you the whole time, and when things happen, tell you I know you best and don't say anything. It's because I know you, that's why I reacted that way all these while. The start, the 'during' and now, the end. When I know it's wrong, it's wrong. I scolded you in the start, knowing if you fall, you'd learn. Ignore you during it, hoping you'd remember me if ever my words to you in the past comes true. And now, I won't say nothing and tell you I know you best. Silence is not what you need.
It's true that you think through things thoroughly, but little does the people know that your decisions, even after you've thought through it, may be the wrong choice.
Sometimes we don't know what we want best for ourselves. People always claim that we make decisions because we know ourselves best. WRONG. It's not true all the time. Okay?
You should know what I meant when I told you I think you better bring ear plugs. (I have more to say for this part (as usual), but I don't think it's nice.) =)
I shall end here, take care.
Char
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Alright, still no pictures. hahaha! I'll have to get back to work already! =) Bye people!
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