Changes are not controlled by anything. Most of them comes naturally.
When I was so frank in the past, I wished I could change it away. Now, things have made me shut my gap naturally. And now, I wished I could open up like before, but I can't anymore.
Being quiet allows me to see more acceptance, I guess people do like to hear only the good stuff. You may argue that only good friends tell the truth and truths are often hurting etc. But you can never change the fact that being 'nice' is always a plus.
My soul seemed to have left me. Jul said I was looking distracted in school the other day. I was walking to the toilet and she tapped my shoulder, but I didn't respond. I wonder what I was thinking.
Today, during breakfast, Boon Bin asked why I wasn't talking. I really didn't know why, I didn't keep quiet on purpose. Just felt that there wasn't a need to talk.
What happened to Charlene?
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Went for a singing session with my colleagues on sat. =)) They are organising one soon.
Okay, I'm trying to blog happy. Guess I can't continue. I feel very disgusted whenever I put a smiley face or an exclamation mark for being excited.
i'm thankful for you that you know me best.
in times like these, i can see for sure, who knows me best.
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