Sunday, January 28, 2007 @2:59 PM
I'm diagnosed half anorexic and half bulimia. hahah. More to the bulimia side because my body is starting to reject the food I eat - poly friends should know I visit the toilet more often nowadays after meals. It's also the reason why I feel nauseous after eating a proper meal. So, there. =) It's a mental disorder (well, that's what my nurse friend said - Joanne.)
Yes, I feel good not eating. Insomnia is also one of the symptoms that there's something wrong with my body. At least Joanne said I'm not that bad because I admit that there's something wrong with me, cos she said some serious case ones normally denies it.
I'm fine, just have to follow the nurse's instructions and TRY to start eating in small portions. Like drink healthy and filling drinks - soya bean drink.
And Tab, NO, don't be like me. It's not a good feeling, you'll feel very messed up.
Hmmm, it was only after lunch today that Sarah told me she could tell something was wrong with me. Cos I wasn't eating at camp. Even if I did, was like one plate of fruits.. SHARED with someone else.
It's not a big deal, really. Don't nag me k! =)
Bye, enjoy hols!
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